Wednesday, August 25, 2010

What time is it? October?



Wow, Two months went by quick. This whole parenting thing is quite the consumer of time...It's been pretty cool getting to watch this little one grow. Lucy turned 3 months on August 19th. She is learning to use her hands right now, ie: pull chest hair, beard hair and hold her bottle up. She enjoys going to eat mexican food and recently took a trip into Austin to have lunch with Uncle Johnny Mike and Uncle Cody Foote. She enjoyed looking at the mid century furniture at Uptown Modern where her uncles work. Her favorite to look at were the crystal chandeliers. Other than that we've just been trying to stay cool and change as many diapers as possible. I think we are doing ok on the latter. Hope things are peachy keen in your world, if you need a good laugh follow this link to the video....
























Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Good times...


It has been quite the ride the last month. Lucy turned one month old on the 19th and she just keeps getting cuter. I'm in deep trouble here if this keeps up. Robin is doing an amazing job being a momma. I haven't heard one complaint or gripe, and she has had more than her fair share to deal with the last month. We as a family are going through some pretty big changes! It has been exciting and somewhat daunting at the same time, but we are excited about the future and just letting it all play out. The band I have worked for going on five years is calling it quits in October. They have had quite the run and it will be good for them to get a break. At first we were kind of worried with a new baby, and me losing my job but it has been wonderful to have this time with Lucy instead of having to get right back out on the road. That was the one thing I was dreading was that first goodbye when I would leave momma and baby at home for two weeks. I've decided to finish up the dates I'm committed to with my current group and I'm working for a promoter a few day a week in Buda through January. This will allow Robin to have a couple of uninterrupted days of work a week as well. I haven't decided if I will take another job on the road again.
As far as reading I am finishing up the Stieg Larsson trilogy(fiction) I got into, finished Hedges book American Fascists, and am in the middle of a book about the '53 CIA supported coup to overthrow the democratic government of Iran entitled All the Shah's Men by Stephen Kinzer. I have also been reading excerpts from a book recommended to me by a dear friend. It is The Best of Crux with articles by Klaus Boclkmuehl and others. You can find it online here for free. I promise to have some more road stories as the band plays it's last 14 or shows through October, and I will leave you with some links that I have found interesting lately....


Sunday, May 23, 2010

Lucy Faye Devin Schoepf




May 19th, 2010 at 1:11pm Lucy Faye was brought into this world. I sat in the room adjacent to the OR by myself with my scrubs on waiting forRobin to be prepped. I wondered how pitiful I must look not knowing what to do with myself, and how it must be routine for the nurses to see the male species in such a paralyzed state all the time. I entered the OR and made sure to keep my eyes strictly focused on Robin's face as to not pass out. The last time I was in an OR was to have my appendix taken out at 11 years old, not a very good memory really. Anyways, Robin was awesome, drugs worked and little Lucy came out butt first pooping on everyone and I was instantly in love. Now, I did not witness this because I did not take my eyes off Robin until they had Lucy in the little incubating deal, which is pretty warm. I know this because I didn't realize how close the top of my head was to it, or why my head was so hot while I was staring at this little human being. First lesson of the day learned. I don't know if it was the heat or the bloody something flying by out of the corner of my eye that I tried not to think about, but I snapped out of it and the nurse said "She's all yours, you can touch her." I got to take her over to Momma, careful not to look sideways on the way, and show her the beautiful daughter she had so beautifully, ungrudgingly and diligently carried inside her the previous nine months. Our little family together in the flesh for the first time. Every moment since then has been the best moment of my life. Not kidding. Good stuff these little girls. Let's see, favorite thing to do right now is rock her to sleep, completely silent except for her little coos and such. What else...watching Robin feed her is amazing, and when she cries and her little bottom lip quivers I realize just how much trouble I am in. Even just losing track of time staring at her while she sleeps is incredible. Ok, enough gushing...here's some pics, more to come soon, these are just phone pics, camera still needs to be emptied on the ol' computer.





Thursday, April 29, 2010

...must be nice rocks...

Well, looks like someone hasn't been listening to their Larry Norman lately...


See, they could have gone and spent our money on so many other things. All they would have needed to do was listen to a couple of Larry Norman songs, right? Required listening before going to work with NASA or choosing a life in politics, "Readers Digest" and "Great American Novel."

"It's 1973, I wonder who we're gonna see
Who's in power now? Think I'll turn on my TV,
The man on the news said China's gonna beat us,
We shot all our dreamers, there's no one left to lead us.
We need a solution, we need salvation,
Let's send some people to the moon and gather information.

spoken: They brought back a big bag of rocks.
Only cost thirteen billion. Must be nice rocks."
~ Larry Norman, excerpt from "Readers Digest"

"Great American Novel"~ Larry Norman

i was born and raised an orphan
in a land that once was free
in a land that poured its love out on the moon
and i grew up in the shadows
of your silos filled with grain
but you never helped to fill my empty spoon

and when i was ten you murdered law
with courtroom politics
and you learned to make a lie sound just like truth
but i know you better now
and i don't fall for all your tricks
and you've lost the one advantage of my youth

you kill a black man at midnight
just for talking to your daughter
then you make his wife your mistress
and you leave her without water
and the sheet you wear upon your face
is the sheet your children sleep on
at every meal you say a prayer
you don't believe but still you keep on

and your money says in God we trust
but it's against the law to pray in school
you say we beat the russians to the moon
and i say you starved your children to do it

you are far across the ocean
but the war is not your own
and while you're winning theirs
you're gonna lose the one at home
do you really think the only way
to bring about the peace
is to sacrifice your children
and kill all your enemies

the politicians all make speeches
while the news men all take note
and they exagerate the issues
as they shove them down our throats
is it really up to them
whether this country sinks or floats
well i wonder who would lead us
if none of us would vote

well my phone is tapped and my lips are chapped
from whispering through the fence
you know every move i make
or is that just coincidence
well you try to make my way of life
a little less like jail
if i promise to make tapes and slides
and send them through the mail

and your money says in God we trust
but it's against the law to pray in school
you say we beat the russians to the moon
and i say you starved your children to do it
you say all men are equal all men are brothers
then why are the rich more equal than others
don't ask me for the answer i've only got one
that a man leaves his darkness when he follows the Son

That's all I got today.




Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Readings...

Here's some things I have found interesting as of late...










Take me out to the ball game....

Here are the pictures I promised of the ball field built by Mandi's Ministries. It is specially built with a baseline made of a rubber type material. This allows kids in motorized chairs to get around the bases. It was awesome to get to see one of JCs games. Like I said in the last post, people from all over Oklahoma are utilizing this field. It was great to see all the kids interact with each other, and watch the great sportsmanship each of them had.





Here is Randy and JC playing catch...and JC running the bases below...













Tuesday, April 27, 2010

"...don't it make ya wanna dance...don't it make ya wanna smile..."

Finally getting back to doing a post here. It's been a crazy month with much going on. Three weeks until the little one arrives. Two baby showers later, and I think we have everything covered! A big Thank You! to all the ladies that helped with them and gave us so many wonderful gifts to welcome this little girl into the world. It has been quite the whirlwind preparing. Thank God we have awesome friends and family that all helped along the way. I was gone the last few weeks, and we had some great shows. John Henry and The Engine opened a couple of the shows for us. They are a good band from St. Louis. One of the venues they played with us was the Val Air Ballroom in West Des Moines, IA. This place was awesome. It has been open since 1938. Everyone from Duke Ellington to Glenn Miller played there. One thing I try to do is check out the 8x10s that the club has hung of all the performers. I almost didn't go look at the Val-Air, but was glad I did. We also played The Cotillion Ballroom in Wichita, KS. I always love playing this place. It's a circular building with a dome roof. Both of these are great venues of the Mid-West. The picture to your left is a new sculpture at the site of the Larry Joe Taylor cook off that we play every year in Stephenville, TX. The festival used to be located in Meridian, TX and they moved it a few years back in order to gain some more room. Rusty Wier was a fixture at this festival and I thought it was great for them to honor him in this way. The sculpture is right next to the ramp that each artist walks up to get to the stage.
I had a couple days off on this run in OKC and got to go see our drummer Randy's kid, JC play a t-ball game. Randy and his wife have a charity that has built a special needs accessible baseball field. I took a bunch of pics but wont have access to my camera for a couple of days because I left it on the bus. I will post pics soon, I promise. The field is awesome, it has a special rubber baseline so that kids in chairs can get around the bases. They have done a great job with it, and it was a blast to finally be able to see it. Folks from all around Oklahoma drive a long way to be able to utilize such a great resource.
Like I said, give me a couple of days, and I'll have some pictures for you.
I've been reading quite a bit lately. There seems to be this innate desire in me to have all the answers for this little one coming. Not only specific answers, but general answers about why things are the way they are when she gets old enough to comprehend things. I want to have honest answers for her. Sometimes I sit and hope that maybe things will get better and I wont have to answer certain questions. Regardless of what your beliefs are on how technology is turning our individual societies into a "global culture", it's happening. Our children will have much more interaction with other children around the globe. Just like everything else, there will be good and evil to come out of this. For instance, will my daughter be socially interacting with Iraqi children? Will the discussion of why our soldiers are still in Iraq come up? What am I supposed to say to that? "Well honey, you see, if we hadn't occupied your friends country you wouldn't be having this conversation with her." Maybe, but I wouldn't be telling the truth. Maybe half the truth. Obviously this discussion is years down the road. But that's the kind of things that have been occupying my mind. Do I raise her up with a strong nationalist mindset? The Pilgrims did no wrong, and our founding fathers were all Christians with only the best intentions? Somehow I see this myth beginning to fade already, and sometimes I wonder if it is for the best. The last thing I want to do is to instill a false sense of pride and superiority. Luckily I was raised with a strong sense of accepting everyone as who they are. Hopefully I can do the same. I know a ton of questions she will have to answer on her own, and I will only be there to help guide her along. That in itself is the hard part to grasp. I'm sure I aged my parents way beyond their years trying to answer a few on my own, so I'll probably be dealt some of my own medicine:) But I'll do the best I can in preparing to help her make the decisions that send her down not the safest path, but the most righteous. It's getting late, so I'm going to have to continue this post tomorrow night. remember when I started this, I said I was using this as a venting tool, so it might be a little scattered. As I read back over it, it is just that. But maybe I can tie it all up...maybe. Until next time, Peace and Love.

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Headed to Na$hvegas...

I will be headed to Austin for a show at Stubb's, and the Happen-Ins are opening. Always pumped to see the li' bro rock some faces. Friday Robin and I are heading to Nashville for one last trip as non-parents! Robin's got some business to do and she is keeping it a secret as to where we will be staying. We will be going to see the Randy Rogers Band and Robert Earl Keen at the Ryman one night while we are there as well. Still kind of crazy to think of myself as a parent. I think I'm ready...or as ready as you can be before the kiddo shows up, and all that entails. I've pretty much avoided all the self-help books on the dad subject. I did pick one up the other day and it mentioned pay phones and pagers, so I think it might have been a little out dated. I like to collect advice from all my friends, and just filter through all of it. I got some good advice from Amigo Mel last night. He said "just be sure to train them before they are five or else your screwed." He said the best thing to do is if they are doing something you don't want them to just make a loud noise like slapping a newspaper. This seems to be borrowing from the dog training side of things which I can respect. It's advice like this that I can relate to. Of course everyone says to go ahead and buy a shotgun now since you are having a girl. That sounds like fun, so I think I'll take that to heart. Another buddy told me to quit buying albums and start buying diapers. He also added that this diaper genie deal would save my life, so I'm going to research that one. Robin and I have been training the lil' aliens musical ear the past few months. Let's see...she's already heard these bands live:

Pearl Jam
Dead Weather
Mike McClure Band
Randy Rogers Band
Jonathan Tyler & The Northern Lights
Ryan Bingham
Todd Snider
Reckless Kelly
The Drive-By Truckers
Cross Canadian Ragweed
Matt King & The Cutters
James McMurtry
Ray Wylie Hubbard
Todd Snider
Robert Earl Keen
Midnight River Choir
Jason Boland & The Stragglers
...and a host of others I can't recall. I read her to sleep last night with a chapter on slavery from "The Peoples History of The United States." She should have a pretty good jump start on the whole cultural arts side of things. Other than that we are business as usual here. I'm about to take off for the whole month of April and should be able to add some stories from the road as that goes down. Than it is May, the whole month off!! May 18th is still the due date, so here we go!! I'll leave you guys with some I have found interesting over the last week or so...







Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Howdy

Hello,

Not a whole lot new going on here. Rainy day here in New Braunfels. Might go get some curtains for the soon to be little human being. I can't imagine how it must feel to have a little human living in your tummy. Crazy stuff. Got a sweet birthday present from Robin, it's a record player that will transfer my vinyl straight to my itunes. I've been working on getting that little deal set up properly. Transferred about six albums before I realized the gain structure was off, so back to the drawing board. Maybe I can figure out how to stream them on this blog one day. I should probably figure out the picture posting before I move on to the more complicated stuff:) Went into Austin to help with a recording for Ray Benson's TV show at the Gibson showroom. Everything went pretty well. Thought I would leave ya with just a few things I've found interesting to look at:


http://www.truthdig.com/report/item/the_health_care_hindenburg_has_landed_20100322/
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qybUFnY7Y8w&feature=related
http://www.wired.com/magazine/2010/03/ff_masterthief_blanchard/all/1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Arn3lF5XSUg
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q0rRvfwrrGc

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Tune Out

http://www.boingboing.net/2010/03/17/yelp-a-short-film-by.html

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

It's Decoration Day...

The Road: Where to start...been a pretty busy couple of weeks. We did the Good Morning Atlanta show, and that went off without a hitch, long day. The show at the Variety Playhouse that night was awesome. Britt and Charlie are two friends of ours from the band Blackberry Smoke, they stopped by and hung out, Charlie got up and played some guitar with us. I went to the Vortex for lunch that day, great burgers. I decided to go ahead and go for it, ordered the "Elvis Burger". This thing has the patty, I think 4 pieces of bacon and fried plantains smothered in a good helping of peanut butter. All this with a side of sweet potato fries, and I ate every bite. Go me! It put me down for a couple of hours, and I didn't feel right the rest of the day. My buddy ate the "Quadruple Bypass" or something, he didn't feel too good either. All the shows with Reckless Kelly were great, Workplay in Birmingham is a great venue, Kyle Gass, known as KG of Tenacious D, or not known at all to some of you, was playing next door. His guitar player got up and jammed with us on a song. Rabb's Steakhouse in Ruston, LA was great, weather was bad for most of the day, but they always feed us well, and show us a good time. Good people at Rabb's if you ever want a great steak, and friendly people. Than it was on to Tyler, TX. Wasn't really looking forward to Tyler, but it ended up being ok. I got to have dinner with some long time friends that I haven't seen in quite a while, and it was great catching up. I was also pleasantly surprised to find a bookstore right next to the venue which was cool. Picked up a couple of LPs and a book, and was on my way. We left Tyler and went to Helotes, TX to John T. Floore's Country Store. This is a great place to go see a show if you ever get the chance. It's a venue with a ton of history. Willie Nelson used to play a weekly gig there a long time ago. I stopped in New Braunfels along the way so I could see my father in law and get to spend some time with him. Show went great. I don't think we had everything packed up until about 1:30am, headed home for a few days off.

Readings: Didn't do a whole lot of reading on this trip, did pick up The Dalai Lama "A Policy of Kindness" and read it. I had never read anything written by him before, so that was interesting. I guess I just don't understand the whole idea of always being happy. It sounds nice, but for me it just doesn't seem realistic, or a goal I find useful. I love some of the ways he handles the question of other religions versus his. It is in no way condescending, and I'm sure there are plenty of lessons to be learned from someone like him. I'm still reading War and Peace, and trying to keep "A People's History of the United States" by Howard Zinn going as well. I watched a great documentary on Howard Zinn the other night titled "You Can't Be Neutral on a Moving Train." It was a great overall portrait of the things Zinn achieved in his lifetime, from being in the middle of the Civil Rights movement as a professor at Spellman University in Atlanta, to his achievements in the peace movement, along with numerous books and plays that he wrote.

Randoms: Watched Michael Moore's documentary entitled "Capitalism: A Love Story." It was pretty good. I'm not a huge fan of the way he makes movies, but he does bring up interesting points, most of which would already be obvious to someone paying attention. I think he is useful in getting certain things out into the greater publics radar, even if he does it in kind of a goofy way. He does call capitalism evil, I don't understand why that is such a shock to people. Maybe too many times democracy and capitalism are lumped together. You can have democracy without capitalism. The whole point of capitalism is the choice to do whatever it is you want to do, and make as much money as possible doing it...kind of. Nowhere in the definition of capitalism is there room "for the greater good." It makes no concession for those that work really hard, but never make it. Somewhere along the line that person made the wrong decision, and that is their problem, nobody else's. Of course everyone's definition of "making it" is different, and some are happy with what they have, even if that doesn't seem like much to everyone else. Consequently, it is those people that have little that are usually the most willing to give. They know how it is to have little or nothing, and how it is to go bankrupt because you get sick. No matter how much you tell me it will cost, I just don't get it. We spend so much money on weapons to kill and destroy but God help us if we want to spend more money on healthcare that some illegal immigrants are going to abuse. That's the part of capitalism I will never understand. Profit over the welfare of other human beings. I like Todd Snider's take on it from his song "Ballad of the Kingsmen"..." You know, every ten years or so our country and some other little country,
We start firing all of our newest weapons
At each other for some reason or another, right or wrong,
Like it or not, it happens, and when it happens
People get shot and when people get shot,
They show it on tv a lot every night at six o clock
And you don't even have to be eighteen to see it, you don't even have to be in first grade,
First grade where they teach the kid pride
They tell him he'll need to thrive,
In a world where only the strong will survive,
So he's taught the art of more
To compare to and to keep score, Monday thru Friday while
He stares at the floor til' Sunday they make him go to
School once more, only this time they make him wear a suit and a tie
And listen to some guy who claims to know where people go
When they die, tell him that only the meek are gonna inherit the earth... Well shit,
By this time the kid doesn't know what anything
Is worth, now brothers and sisters I am only one guy
And I don't even know the words to that song Louie,
Louie but I can tell you right now without batting an eye
That the next time some latchkey kid goes wrong
It aint gonna be 'cause Eminem gets to say the word Fag in his song
And I'm not trying to preach to ya either,
I'm just trying to sing to ya too, you know string a few words together..."

Thank's Todd! Now I'm going to have dinner with the wife and go see the Drive By Truckers at Gruene Hall. I'm having trouble figuring out how to post pics, so I'll have to get the advice of Robin, and than I'll have some for ya from this last run. (The title of this entry is a Trucker's reference)

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Still kickin'...

Hello Everyone,

Don't have much to say. Just needed to get on here so that I didn't forget about it. I am writing today from High Point, NC at the JH Adams Inn. We don't normally stay at places like this, so I included the link. I will not bore you with links to the Super 8 in Tyler, TX, promise. Good shows so far. We were in Asheville, NC a couple nights ago, and met back up with Reckless Kelly last night in Charlotte at the Neighborhood Theater. I couldn't help but think all day about Robin's little plane trip she took that was supposed to layover in Charlotte from New York. But then again she does occupy my mind most of the time I am gone. Usually it's little things like seeing a pair of shoes she would like, anything in the shape of a turtle or someone just reminding me how lucky I am(happens a lot). Memphis was cool, John C. from the band Lucero came out and brought a buddy Bubba John. Both really good guys. John left us with some good hotrod, motorcycle and music mags for our trip. Bubba John had gone out on the road with RL Burnside for a few years, so he had some good stories. He had also played drums with Kenny Brown for a while. Here's a clip from a documentary entitled "You See Me Laughin" that has Kenny and Burnside in it. Well, that's all for now...headin' to Raleigh tomorrow, and than a day off Monday before Good Morning Atlanta and a show in Atlanta Tuesday night.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

The Obama brand

I like to get it out in the air when I'm wrong, so here it is. I liked the idea of Obama. I voted for a third party candidate, but was still intrigued by this promise of "Hope." I guess I was just optimistic for change. He did inherit quite a mess, and I understand that. Anything could be better, right? I will stand by my absolute dislike for Bush since he ran for his first term. And I will also stand by my belief that the wars we are STILL in, for many years to come, were absolutely the wrong choice. I don't think anyone who actually follows the money on these wars will stand behind the absurd notion that this is a "War on Terror" or whatever you would like to call it. I will say the Obama deal is just not working out. I actually feel like I was sold a CD player that only plays DVDs. It looks, sounds and has all the buttons to make it work right, it's just that the final product doesn't do what I wanted it to do. They did a great job of packaging this one. Whoever it is that actually sets these candidates in the position to run have really gotten good at marketing. Why not? We are a consuming machine, it fuels our capitalist society. What better way to make us like someone than to package it like a product that will make our life easier. His election is part of the main reason I don't even pay attention to the crap spewed on the "news" channels. I actually turned on MSNBC the other morning, and they had one of their valley girl "correspondents" reading a Tweet from someone named "DJ JDog" on the activity in Hawaii prior to the enormous tidal wave that hit. Now that's a credible news source there. Corporations keep gaining a stronger grip on our policies and elections, and Obama has only furthered it. He definitely got some help from our "conservative" Supreme Court as well. Don't waste your time watching debates between candidates, they are not really debates. Here's a little history on that if your not hip to how that is run. I'm definitely investing my time in research to the third party candidates the next time around, I've seen that neither side of the aisle looks like it is working...to me at least. Here's what Chris Hedges has to say on Obama. I like Hedges because he just lays it out, and doesn't use a bunch of mumbo jumbo political talk.

Winter, Willie and War and Peace

Hello everybody, everybody meaning the 4 0r 5 people that read this. You are a very important small group, and I love everyone of you. Is anyone else ready for the warm weather to come on back? I am. This has been one brutal winter. Steamboat was 20 below this year, never been in that kind of cold before, hope I never have to again. Sometimes on the road I protest winter by not wearing enough heavy clothing, hoping maybe the weather will see me and have sympathy. One thing I have noticed lately is that Mother Nature does not deal in sympathy. On to the fun stuff though...had the pleasure of working alongside Willie Nelson and Family for 2 days and it was a blast. We opened for those guys in Corpus and Mission, TX. Corpus went great, it was warm enough to break out the longboards and do some skating before load in. I'll have some pics of the various boards we have on the road with us, and maybe even some video as the summer progresses. I have to say that Willie's crew is top notch. These guys have been with Willie for a long time, and they offered nothing but respect and easy going attitudes both days. "Tunin' Tommy" is the guy that tunes Bobbie's piano, "Trigger", and Bee's bass. I watched Tommy tune the Steinway piano one day, he said it usually takes about an hour to tune all 220 or so strings. That is a ton of tuning. this is also the guy that is in charge of Willie's guitar "Trigger." That's one of those things that is kind of hard to understand unless you've been in charge of caring for, and protecting(along with not losing) something that is not yours and is priceless. Pretty big responsibility. John, who took over Poodie's spot, was super cool to us. I wish we could do shows with those guys every day. The band got to hang with Willie for a while, and all was good. He's one of those people that seems to rejuvenate whoever he comes in contact with. I got to see up close the amps he plays through which is two Baldwin solid state piano amps, a '70 and '73. I think you can see them in one of the pics. Micky Raphael is the guy that has played harp with Willie for maybe 30 years, he got up and jammed on a song with us in Mission. Can't say enough good things about that whole organization, good times, good stories and good people. Got some good eats in Mission too, one pic is the tacos we got that were awesome! One of them had a fried jalapeno with cheese inside of it, kind of a chili relleno taco with a jalapeno instead of chili pepper.
Right now I am in Memphis, TN starting a run through the 14th of this month. We will be doing most of these dates with a great band Reckless Kelly. We have had a prank war with these guys for a few years now...we'll see what happens. As far as the readings go, still chipping away at War and Peace. I love it so far. I can already tell I will probably read this one again sometime in the future. Here's some pics from the Willie run, the good ones are by our FOH guy Mccoy...and I'll try to keep this thing updated on this run. Peace








Monday, February 22, 2010

"No Bad Days"

Taking off Thursday for a short little Texas tour that includes two shows with Willie Nelson. I love Willie Nelson. Here's a guy that has released more albums than I can count, meanwhile telling the IRS where to stick it in "the Willie way," fighting for the legalization of marijuana and against corporate farming while still touring at the age of 77. Not touring in the sense of "here's my list of 20 dates for 2010" but really hitting the road. This is definitely a band and crew that still like to have fun. Poodie Locke, Willie's head honcho for 25 years, had a motto "No Bad Days." That's a pretty hard motto to keep on the road, especially with people like this lingering around. North Carolina's law enforcement officers sure are busy protecting and serving the public. Anyyyywhooo, looking forward to "No Bad Days" and little things like hearing this

Terrorist?

Good short article on the hesitance of the media to label Stack's actions what they were...

Friday, February 19, 2010

Another finally...

...going to see Crazy Heart tonight. If you have never listened to Ryan Bingham's songwriting your missing out. Catching one of his live shows is the best way to go though. Been fun to watch a friend of mine work his ass off and have it start to pay off. Instead of waiting for someone to make things happen for him, he took the reins and made it happen himself. Congrats Ryan.

Finally...

...started War and Peace last night. This is one monsterous book. I've wanted to read it for a long time, but always get sidetracked by other books, or anything that is not over a thousand pages long. Well, a friend told me it is required reading before I have a kid, so I thought I better get started...now!

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Joseph A Stack

As I heard there was a plane crash in Austin this morning, I had a funny feeling about it. I couldn't tell if it was a big deal, I don't know if it was because it was a whispering voice giving me the information on public radio, or because it was just a small plane. After a quick search on the interweb I found the note left by Stack. This might have been a small plane, but the situation is anything but small. If I had to guess, this incident will be reported as some mentally deranged wacko with fringe ideals targeting innocent people, a domestic terrorist attack. Which is quite possibly true. Or, they will not want to categorize it as a "terrorist" attack in public because it hits a little to close to home with some people. Realize this, I am not attempting to justify what Stack has done, there are other ways to handle frustrations that he had. It makes me sick for the families having to wonder if their loved ones are alive or injured. I in no way condone what he did. Just trying to voice questions to myself as to why he chose this path to end his life. Apparently Stack had tried to voice his frustrations to his elected officials, spending hundreds of hours doing this. What kind of response did he and others recieve? Did anyone listen to him, or the millions of others in his situation? Stack was obviously under some extreme pressure financially, and had been for some time. How many people do you know that are under extreme financial pressure? Now, how many people do you know that have spent hundreds of hours petitioning our government representatives for help? I encourage you to read this guys story, and contemplate this: How do you think the federal government will react to this? ie: Spend more money on "homeland security"? How will that protect you from an attack like this? They cannot, unless they continue reaching further into US citizens private lives, unwarranted spying. This will in turn make it much less safe for innocent people, and only protect the privileged few. The only other choice is to actually hand the government back over to the people, and take it away from the corporations that control the Republican and Democrat party. The addiction to consumption in this country will make this an extremely slow, if not impossible, process. I realize more and more every day that I have been programmed to buy, buy, buy. Sad story... turn away... don't ask questions... go shopping, "it's good therapy". Was going to link you to the letter he left, but apparently somebody doesn't think it is proper for the public to read, and they have taken it down, amazing...so I had it left to paste and here it is, in case you missed your window of 30 minutes to read it before it gets cut up and edited on the news. Buckle up, it's about to be a bumpy ride...

If you’re reading this, you’re no doubt asking yourself, “Why did this have to happen?” The simple truth is that it is complicated and has been coming for a long time. The writing process, started many months ago, was intended to be therapy in the face of the looming realization that there isn’t enough therapy in the world that can fix what is really broken. Needless to say, this rant could fill volumes with example after example if I would let it. I find the process of writing it frustrating, tedious, and probably pointless… especially given my gross inability to gracefully articulate my thoughts in light of the storm raging in my head. Exactly what is therapeutic about that I’m not sure, but desperate times call for desperate measures.

We are all taught as children that without laws there would be no society, only anarchy. Sadly, starting at early ages we in this country have been brainwashed to believe that, in return for our dedication and service, our government stands for justice for all. We are further brainwashed to believe that there is freedom in this place, and that we should be ready to lay our lives down for the noble principals represented by its founding fathers. Remember? One of these was “no taxation without representation”. I have spent the total years of my adulthood unlearning that crap from only a few years of my childhood. These days anyone who really stands up for that principal is promptly labeled a “crackpot”, traitor and worse.

While very few working people would say they haven’t had their fair share of taxes (as can I), in my lifetime I can say with a great degree of certainty that there has never been a politician cast a vote on any matter with the likes of me or my interests in mind. Nor, for that matter, are they the least bit interested in me or anything I have to say.

Why is it that a handful of thugs and plunderers can commit unthinkable atrocities (and in the case of the GM executives, for scores of years) and when it’s time for their gravy train to crash under the weight of their gluttony and overwhelming stupidity, the force of the full federal government has no difficulty coming to their aid within days if not hours? Yet at the same time, the joke we call the American medical system, including the drug and insurance companies, are murdering tens of thousands of people a year and stealing from the corpses and victims they cripple, and this country’s leaders don’t see this as important as bailing out a few of their vile, rich cronies. Yet, the political “representatives” (thieves, liars, and self-serving scumbags is far more accurate) have endless time to sit around for year after year and debate the state of the “terrible health care problem”. It’s clear they see no crisis as long as the dead people don’t get in the way of their corporate profits rolling in.

And justice? You’ve got to be kidding!

How can any rational individual explain that white elephant conundrum in the middle of our tax system and, indeed, our entire legal system? Here we have a system that is, by far, too complicated for the brightest of the master scholars to understand. Yet, it mercilessly “holds accountable” its victims, claiming that they’re responsible for fully complying with laws not even the experts understand. The law “requires” a signature on the bottom of a tax filing; yet no one can say truthfully that they understand what they are signing; if that’s not “duress” than what is. If this is not the measure of a totalitarian regime, nothing is.

How did I get here?

My introduction to the real American nightmare starts back in the early ‘80s. Unfortunately after more than 16 years of school, somewhere along the line I picked up the absurd, pompous notion that I could read and understand plain English. Some friends introduced me to a group of people who were having ‘tax code’ readings and discussions. In particular, zeroed in on a section relating to the wonderful “exemptions” that make institutions like the vulgar, corrupt Catholic Church so incredibly wealthy. We carefully studied the law (with the help of some of the “best”, high-paid, experienced tax lawyers in the business), and then began to do exactly what the “big boys” were doing (except that we weren’t steeling from our congregation or lying to the government about our massive profits in the name of God). We took a great deal of care to make it all visible, following all of the rules, exactly the way the law said it was to be done.

The intent of this exercise and our efforts was to bring about a much-needed re-evaluation of the laws that allow the monsters of organized religion to make such a mockery of people who earn an honest living. However, this is where I learned that there are two “interpretations” for every law; one for the very rich, and one for the rest of us… Oh, and the monsters are the very ones making and enforcing the laws; the inquisition is still alive and well today in this country.

That little lesson in patriotism cost me $40,000+, 10 years of my life, and set my retirement plans back to 0. It made me realize for the first time that I live in a country with an ideology that is based on a total and complete lie. It also made me realize, not only how naive I had been, but also the incredible stupidity of the American public; that they buy, hook, line, and sinker, the crap about their “freedom”… and that they continue to do so with eyes closed in the face of overwhelming evidence and all that keeps happening in front of them.

Before even having to make a shaky recovery from the sting of the first lesson on what justice really means in this country (around 1984 after making my way through engineering school and still another five years of “paying my dues”), I felt I finally had to take a chance of launching my dream of becoming an independent engineer.

On the subjects of engineers and dreams of independence, I should digress somewhat to say that I’m sure that I inherited the fascination for creative problem solving from my father. I realized this at a very young age.

The significance of independence, however, came much later during my early years of college; at the age of 18 or 19 when I was living on my own as student in an apartment in Harrisburg, Pennsylvania. My neighbor was an elderly retired woman (80+ seemed ancient to me at that age) who was the widowed wife of a retired steel worker. Her husband had worked all his life in the steel mills of central Pennsylvania with promises from big business and the union that, for his 30 years of service, he would have a pension and medical care to look forward to in his retirement. Instead he was one of the thousands who got nothing because the incompetent mill management and corrupt union (not to mention the government) raided their pension funds and stole their retirement. All she had was social security to live on.

In retrospect, the situation was laughable because here I was living on peanut butter and bread (or Ritz crackers when I could afford to splurge) for months at a time. When I got to know this poor figure and heard her story I felt worse for her plight than for my own (I, after all, I thought I had everything to in front of me). I was genuinely appalled at one point, as we exchanged stories and commiserated with each other over our situations, when she in her grandmotherly fashion tried to convince me that I would be “healthier” eating cat food (like her) rather than trying to get all my substance from peanut butter and bread. I couldn’t quite go there, but the impression was made. I decided that I didn’t trust big business to take care of me, and that I would take responsibility for my own future and myself.

Return to the early ‘80s, and here I was off to a terrifying start as a ‘wet-behind-the-ears’ contract software engineer... and two years later, thanks to the fine backroom, midnight effort by the sleazy executives of Arthur Andersen (the very same folks who later brought us Enron and other such calamities) and an equally sleazy New York Senator (Patrick Moynihan), we saw the passage of 1986 tax reform act with its section 1706.

For you who are unfamiliar, here is the core text of the IRS Section 1706, defining the treatment of workers (such as contract engineers) for tax purposes. Visit this link for a conference committee report (http://www.synergistech.com/1706.shtml#ConferenceCommitteeReport) regarding the intended interpretation of Section 1706 and the relevant parts of Section 530, as amended. For information on how these laws affect technical services workers and their clients, read our discussion here(http://www.synergistech.com/ic-taxlaw.shtml).

SEC. 1706. TREATMENT OF CERTAIN TECHNICAL PERSONNEL.

(a) IN GENERAL - Section 530 of the Revenue Act of 1978 is amended by adding at the end thereof the following new subsection:

(d) EXCEPTION. - This section shall not apply in the case of an individual who pursuant to an arrangement between the taxpayer and another person, provides services for such other person as an engineer, designer, drafter, computer programmer, systems analyst, or other similarly skilled worker engaged in a similar line of work.

(b) EFFECTIVE DATE. - The amendment made by this section shall apply to remuneration paid and services rendered after December 31, 1986.

Note:

· "another person" is the client in the traditional job-shop relationship.

· "taxpayer" is the recruiter, broker, agency, or job shop.

· "individual", "employee", or "worker" is you.

Admittedly, you need to read the treatment to understand what it is saying but it’s not very complicated. The bottom line is that they may as well have put my name right in the text of section (d). Moreover, they could only have been more blunt if they would have came out and directly declared me a criminal and non-citizen slave. Twenty years later, I still can’t believe my eyes.

During 1987, I spent close to $5000 of my ‘pocket change’, and at least 1000 hours of my time writing, printing, and mailing to any senator, congressman, governor, or slug that might listen; none did, and they universally treated me as if I was wasting their time. I spent countless hours on the L.A. freeways driving to meetings and any and all of the disorganized professional groups who were attempting to mount a campaign against this atrocity. This, only to discover that our efforts were being easily derailed by a few moles from the brokers who were just beginning to enjoy the windfall from the new declaration of their “freedom”. Oh, and don’t forget, for all of the time I was spending on this, I was loosing income that I couldn’t bill clients.

After months of struggling it had clearly gotten to be a futile exercise. The best we could get for all of our trouble is a pronouncement from an IRS mouthpiece that they weren’t going to enforce that provision (read harass engineers and scientists). This immediately proved to be a lie, and the mere existence of the regulation began to have its impact on my bottom line; this, of course, was the intended effect.

Again, rewind my retirement plans back to 0 and shift them into idle. If I had any sense, I clearly should have left abandoned engineering and never looked back.

Instead I got busy working 100-hour workweeks. Then came the L.A. depression of the early 1990s. Our leaders decided that they didn’t need the all of those extra Air Force bases they had in Southern California, so they were closed; just like that. The result was economic devastation in the region that rivaled the widely publicized Texas S&L fiasco. However, because the government caused it, no one gave a shit about all of the young families who lost their homes or street after street of boarded up houses abandoned to the wealthy loan companies who received government funds to “shore up” their windfall. Again, I lost my retirement.

Years later, after weathering a divorce and the constant struggle trying to build some momentum with my business, I find myself once again beginning to finally pick up some speed. Then came the .COM bust and the 911 nightmare. Our leaders decided that all aircraft were grounded for what seemed like an eternity; and long after that, ‘special’ facilities like San Francisco were on security alert for months. This made access to my customers prohibitively expensive. Ironically, after what they had done the Government came to the aid of the airlines with billions of our tax dollars … as usual they left me to rot and die while they bailed out their rich, incompetent cronies WITH MY MONEY! After these events, there went my business but not quite yet all of my retirement and savings.

By this time, I’m thinking that it might be good for a change. Bye to California, I’ll try Austin for a while. So I moved, only to find out that this is a place with a highly inflated sense of self-importance and where damn little real engineering work is done. I’ve never experienced such a hard time finding work. The rates are 1/3 of what I was earning before the crash, because pay rates here are fixed by the three or four large companies in the area who are in collusion to drive down prices and wages… and this happens because the justice department is all on the take and doesn’t give a fuck about serving anyone or anything but themselves and their rich buddies.

To survive, I was forced to cannibalize my savings and retirement, the last of which was a small IRA. This came in a year with mammoth expenses and not a single dollar of income. I filed no return that year thinking that because I didn’t have any income there was no need. The sleazy government decided that they disagreed. But they didn’t notify me in time for me to launch a legal objection so when I attempted to get a protest filed with the court I was told I was no longer entitled to due process because the time to file ran out. Bend over for another $10,000 helping of justice.

So now we come to the present. After my experience with the CPA world, following the business crash I swore that I’d never enter another accountant’s office again. But here I am with a new marriage and a boatload of undocumented income, not to mention an expensive new business asset, a piano, which I had no idea how to handle. After considerable thought I decided that it would be irresponsible NOT to get professional help; a very big mistake.

When we received the forms back I was very optimistic that they were in order. I had taken all of the years information to Bill Ross, and he came back with results very similar to what I was expecting. Except that he had neglected to include the contents of Sheryl’s unreported income; $12,700 worth of it. To make matters worse, Ross knew all along this was missing and I didn’t have a clue until he pointed it out in the middle of the audit. By that time it had become brutally evident that he was representing himself and not me.

This left me stuck in the middle of this disaster trying to defend transactions that have no relationship to anything tax-related (at least the tax-related transactions were poorly documented). Things I never knew anything about and things my wife had no clue would ever matter to anyone. The end result is… well, just look around.

I remember reading about the stock market crash before the “great” depression and how there were wealthy bankers and businessmen jumping out of windows when they realized they screwed up and lost everything. Isn’t it ironic how far we’ve come in 60 years in this country that they now know how to fix that little economic problem; they just steal from the middle class (who doesn’t have any say in it, elections are a joke) to cover their asses and it’s “business-as-usual”. Now when the wealthy fuck up, the poor get to die for the mistakes… isn’t that a clever, tidy solution.

As government agencies go, the FAA is often justifiably referred to as a tombstone agency, though they are hardly alone. The recent presidential puppet GW Bush and his cronies in their eight years certainly reinforced for all of us that this criticism rings equally true for all of the government. Nothing changes unless there is a body count (unless it is in the interest of the wealthy sows at the government trough). In a government full of hypocrites from top to bottom, life is as cheap as their lies and their self-serving laws.

I know I’m hardly the first one to decide I have had all I can stand. It has always been a myth that people have stopped dying for their freedom in this country, and it isn’t limited to the blacks, and poor immigrants. I know there have been countless before me and there are sure to be as many after. But I also know that by not adding my body to the count, I insure nothing will change. I choose to not keep looking over my shoulder at “big brother” while he strips my carcass, I choose not to ignore what is going on all around me, I choose not to pretend that business as usual won’t continue; I have just had enough.

I can only hope that the numbers quickly get too big to be white washed and ignored that the American zombies wake up and revolt; it will take nothing less. I would only hope that by striking a nerve that stimulates the inevitable double standard, knee-jerk government reaction that results in more stupid draconian restrictions people wake up and begin to see the pompous political thugs and their mindless minions for what they are. Sadly, though I spent my entire life trying to believe it wasn’t so, but violence not only is the answer, it is the only answer. The cruel joke is that the really big chunks of shit at the top have known this all along and have been laughing, at and using this awareness against, fools like me all along.

I saw it written once that the definition of insanity is repeating the same process over and over and expecting the outcome to suddenly be different. I am finally ready to stop this insanity. Well, Mr. Big Brother IRS man, let’s try something different; take my pound of flesh and sleep well.

The communist creed: From each according to his ability, to each according to his need.

The capitalist creed: From each according to his gullibility, to each according to his greed.

Joe Stack (1956-2010)

02/18/2010



Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Calf Fry '10

Calf Fry is a big ol' shindig held in Stillwater, OK. Over the years it has become somewhat of a tradition to throw things at the performers. I believe it started with Chris Ledoux and Copenhagen cans. It has now moved to throwing the beer pitchers at us. Some of the brilliant fans like to fill up their beer cups with dirt so they can throw them from the back of the 8,000 person crowd, and still make it to the stage. Looking forward to seeing all the fine folks at Calf Fry this year! Good clean fun had by all, we came prepared with a baseball bat in 2008, heres a video of it...Grady gets in a good homerun swing toward the end.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Chris Hedges

*Most of my entries will not be this lengthy, serious or informative for that matter, I promise. The music and pics and restaurant reviews are on the way...
I just finished a book by Chris Hedges called "Empire of Illusion: The End of Literacy and the Triumph of Spectacle". This is the first of Hedges books I have read, and am looking forward to the others. Now, before you think I have gone atheist on you, this is not the popular "neo-atheist" movement author Christopher Hitchens. In fact, he has had debates with Hitchens arguing against his anti religous viewpoints, and written a book entitled "I Don't Believe in Atheists". I have read some of Hitchens stuff, he has some valid points, but tends to drag them out using very antiquated language, and seems to enjoy hearing himself talk, or write or whatever.
Thank you to the dear friend that turned me on to this guy. The book was great, somewhat depressing, but in a "start ignoring the useless crap around you and pay attention" type of depressing. I've found myself disillusioned with popular culture and the 24 hour news/gossip shows for some time now. This book helped me understand why, and in doing so helped me to understand that it is fine to tune most of it out. Hedges isn't bringing a whole lot new to light, rather reaffirming what others in the past have warned us about, and applying it to present situations. I will give a big warning to those that read this book. He includes a section on the effect pornography has had on our culture, and it is very very graphic. I think part of the reason for him including this section is to give you an example of a very important point he makes throughout the book that this is not the utopian, "everything is peachy keen"(my quote) United States of America that many would have you believe. That being said, I'll give you some links to some very interesting lectures, news interviews, and I'll link to the aforementioned debate with Christopher Hitchens.

  • Hour long speech outlining the points in the book here
  • Debate with atheist Sam Harris over religious fundamentalism in Islam and Christianity here It's a nine part series, I've linked to the first.
  • Recent interview about "inverted totalitarianism" here
  • Part of the debate with Christopher Hitchens here



Monday, February 15, 2010

Anti Stimuli

This is my attempt at doing away with Facebook, but still allowing those that are interested in keeping up with me to do so. No promises on how often I will keep it updated, but I will do my best. I've just found FB too intrusive, I meet a lot of people in my line of work...anyways, you get the point. My big deal right now is to keep the TV off as much as possible and use the internet for more of a learning tool, instead of wasting time tool, and also enjoy sharing with others the things I find, and hearing what you have to say about it. So as I'm typing this I'm trying to figure out how to use this deal, so bare with me. Some of the things I have planned include transferring some of the vinyl recordings I have to the blog for you to enjoy, links to lectures I enjoy watching, books I've been reading, updates from the road, etc...Going to get some baby furniture now...